Offers a revelation of sorts,
A safety net, this protective alcove,
Coalesce on parchment, inky blots,
Of pride, Of pity, Of admiration,
An inimitable, improbable cocktail,
Begins a new kind of titillation,
On this vast ocean sets sail,
Not a yacht, but a sturdy boat,
Of doubt, of seething, persisting pain,
I imagine a sneer, a colossal gloat,
Personified, the hope in the waters slain,
Where indeed does the Sun rise?
Is the scintillation just a ball of gas?
These questions in my mind arise,
The illusions of immortal beings crash,
To upset my being, a loud crack,
Brings out of a trance, my weary mind,
With the lethargy of an infinite mass black,
I return to this spasmodic bind.